Showing posts with label Art I've since destroyed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Art I've since destroyed. Show all posts

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Should you destroy your own art?



I recently had a conversation with another artist about whether or not you should ever destroy your own art. It turns out I have googled the topic before to get the perspective of other artists out there. Most people, including the man I was talking to a couple of weeks ago, vociferously say "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! NEVER destroy your own art!" To which I reply, "Bullshit; why not?"

While I do understand that you never know what will strike a chord with posterity, I don't think it serves the artist to keep every.single.thing he or she has ever made. Having too much of your own creations around can become stifling, limiting, and overwhelming. Additionally, an artist has to be able to admit to himself when something isn't working, when a piece or technique is crap, or when the motivation to continue has utterly died. In these cases, either destroying the work or starting over with a fresh layer of gesso and painting something new can be reinvigorating and refreshing.

Creation and destruction go hand in hand, and if an artist wants to remove a work from their repertoire, then by all means it is her prerogative to do so. I don't buy that everything an artist does is worth preserving, and I know from first-hand experience that keeping too much of the bad can have a negative effect on future work.

Now, do I think an artist should destroy everything that s/he deems to be unworthy? No. There is a value in revisiting an old work to see what went wrong and then comparing it with later iterations to be sure the problem was solved. Additionally, an artist can change their opinion about a piece, so it's good to hold on to something he doesn't like for a time to see if the mood eventually softens. And, of course, it may turn out that someone out there just "has to have" a certain painting, and when that is the case, the artist should not stand in the way and should strive to understand what caused a chord to be struck with the viewer. Finally, there is sometimes a humor value in looking at something so terrible that you almost don't believe you painted it. But should the world castigate an artist when she decides that none of the aforementioned reasons are good enough to spare a work? Of course not. When this happens, observers should avoid clinging to the default opinion that all output by Artist X absolutely must be spared. Because that notion, my friends, is just a myth we've come to interpret as a fact...

This photo is a detail of a work I destroyed a few years ago after realizing that I had executed the entire thing badly. While the painting had a lot of merit, the positive attributes were not enough to save it from the hammer and trash. I didn't even spare the stretcher, which was perhaps a mistake, but I was in a zone and didn't realize that I could have reused that part! The underpainting was terrible and misguided, the colors had not been worked out adequately beforehand, and I tore the canvas before I was done painting! (The rips seen here were actually intentional and part of the work, not the destruction, but they should have been made after all the paint had been applied instead of halfway through the process.) There were too many different techniques being explored here, and the effect was not organic, yet cacophonous. In the end, it could not be saved, and I don't regret it one bit...

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Painting over this; photo to record what I've destroyed...



I had intended to paint this back in 2007-2008 in response to a certain situation, but that moment passed long ago and I no longer need to paint it. Thus, I have started to put layers of gesso over the existing paint. Here is a photo of the work I did do, for the sake of recording my past art.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Haha. Funny...

This is quite possibly the oldest piece of my art that I have! And expect it to be destroyed soon...

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Fixed It...

I have to confess... I screwed up the first iteration of this painting so badly that I had to destroy it. There truly was no fixing it.

But I like how this has turned out. I do think the background is a tad too dark, but the use of the c.p. cadmium has helped. I'll detail the colors a little later, but let's just say I avoided the naples yellow hue this time around...

I'll have it framed on Monday!

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Another Haiti Painting, In Progress

A street in Les Cayes, Haiti. Layers are: one layer of gesso on pre-primed board, prussian blue (a liquitex color!) mixed with soft gel (semi-gloss) applied with a 16 flat brush, titanium white mixed with soft gel (semi-gloss) applied with a 16 flat brush, naples yellow mixed with soft gel (semi-gloss) applied with a 16 flat brush. Sketch of buildings done in paynes gray.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

How It Looks Now...

Description of process, continued: terre verte hue (no media) brushed on to top half of canvas with a size 16 Utrecht mixed synthetic brush (it's a lot smaller than the other size 16 brush I'm using, so I'm confused as to the actual size...); burnt umber (no media) brushed on to bottom half of canvas with a size 16 Utrecht mixed synthetic brush; pants painted with a mix of paynes gray and quinacridone crimson; Julianne's shirt is light magenta and primary magenta painted over with a light layer of quinacridone crimson; the older man's shirt is primary magenta mixed with quinacridone crimson; Israelson's shirt is n6 neutral gray mixed with a little bit of dioxazine purple.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Doing things in the right order this time

Instead of starting from the top layers and working the background in afterwards (like last time), I'm starting with the underpainting and then working my way up to the main draw. I think it's going pretty well. I've got lots of soft gel (semi-gloss) in there to get the layering effect.

After stretching the canvas myself, I applied three coats of gesso to it. I then added a layer of yellow ochre and naples yellow hue mixed in with soft gel (semi-gloss) applied with a 16 flat brush. Next was a layer of cerulean blue, chromium mixed and applied the same. Next came a layer of quinacridone violet mixed and applied the same. The final "wash" was naples yellow (by itself) mixed and applied the same. Then I did the border, which was light magenta and titan buff mixed with soft gel (semi-gloss) and applied with a 12 bright brush. Finally I tackled the brown framing of the border with burnt umber applied with a 1 round brush, no medium, and the internal framing using prussian blue hue (a Liquitex color!) with the same brush, also with no medium.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Texture


I think this is the best picture of the texture in the piece (i.e., the brushstrokes... that is the point of acrylics, yes James?).

It's really developing... evolving... Note the nails. There are a total of seven; three are someone visible here.

Close Up: New Cuts


Interesting... "If you're going to destroy it, really destroy it!!"

This is actually the same section of the painting as you see here, except I've worked it more!!

Updated Photos: Full View


Full view of slasher painting!! The flash is on, so it looks somewhat blue, although this is not actually the color you see in person.

The reason I like this photo is because it highlights the purple over black tones.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

It's Visceral


Okay, I'm having fun with this piece again. I guess I needed to take out some more agression on it. I worked on stabbing it some more last night, as well as fraying the edges more agressively, adding and painting more nails (I'm up to seven nails now!), and layering more paint in the dark areas (i.e., I'm making the textured areas that were bothering me even more textural). I no longer feel like I wasted a ton of time and paint this weekend.

For the record, I kept working on it after I took this photo, so this doesn't capture just how far I took things. But it sure looks cool.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

It May Be Time to Admit That This Just Isn't Quite Working...


I really like the framing on this as well as some of the textures. But the line accentuation along the rips is not working for me and the rest of the textures are too much! Arghghgh.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

New Title: "Gently Warping the Space-Time Continuum" (Formly "Mixed Signals")


I'm changing the title of this ever changing painting! I believe the title should now be: "Gently Warping the Space-Time Continuum." Do you agree?

So... am I finished??? I sure hope so; this has been a long time coming!

Acrylic on pre-stretched canvas applied with brush. 24 x 48 inches.